Enough Lectures Already!

Things have been moving right along for me, but I know there's always the other side of the coin. In fact, it was pointed out by two separate people on the same day. Why does it always come in pairs for me? The other day I was doing my PFTs, and in between tests the RT (who I don't know very well compared to the others) launches into this huge lecture. He went on and on about how, now that I feel good I will go back home and hang out with sick people and catch colds and let my lung function drop and not think twice about it until suddenly I'm really sick and in rejection basically. He 'predicted' that in two years, I'll be back in the PFT lab with him having this same conversation, wishing I had taken better care of myself.

Are you serious??? I am trying not to think about this too much and get offended. He doesn't know me at all. That's apparent. I didn't go through a double lung transplant to NOT take care of myself. And being a well-trained, responsible CFer that takes good care of herself already, I am used to having a routine and making my health a priority. I think CFers (in general) differ from the other lung tx patients that way- it's already a way of life for us and not a brand new concept that we are learning to incorporate into our lives.

Later that day in the IV Room, I talked to another patient who had a double lung tx a few years ago and was in rejection. She also gave me the lecture saying I'd be feeling great, go back to work and hang around sick people and end up in rejection. Doom and gloom!

I have quickly realized that it's not easy to avoid people and their germs. No matter how far you try to stay away from people, they end up coming in closer. Personal space is a concept many people do not understand. I know everyone has gone to school or work or been in public sick. It shouldn't happen, but it does. Sometimes, people are contagious before they even realize they're sick. I know that avoiding germs won't be easy unless I stay at home... but that's no fun!!! I didn't go through this to live in a bubble!

It looks like cold season has officially started. Last week in the gym, there were three people in masks because they were sick. None of them were transplant patients. Which makes me wonder... why are you in the gym??? Sick support people should stay outside the gym. Sick staff should stay at home. We are all immuno-suppressed and it makes no sense why we should be put at risk like that. Again, it just proves that you have to look after yourself #1 because no one else will. Even when it's simple common sense.

-end of rant-