Merry Christmas

It's been a while since I posted, but things have been going so well and I've been busy with other stuff! To be honest, I have a harder time sitting at the computer and focusing, so I haven't been on it nearly as much.

I have been back for a couple of follow-up appointments, and my only concern at this point continues to be that ring of extra tissue that keeps growing back in my airway. So that means regular 'surprise' bronchs to dilate the area. I should really be catching on by now and planning for a bronch every visit!

My 30th birthday was back in November and my husband planned an amazing Birthday/Welcome Home party with friends and family. I had absolutely NO idea and I was very touched that everyone was there for me. Quite a few friends ended up sick at the last minute and decided not to come. That was too bad, but I appreciate that they cared enough to keep those bad germs away from me! So many people complain about hitting the big 3-0, but I see it as an accomplishment. Sure, we're all getting older but it's an achievement to pass a milestone.

I have gotten back into one of my hobbies- scrapbooking. I am about two and a half years behind, but that's okay. I didn't have the energy, motivation or creativity to do it while I was sick. Now I'm exited about catching up and getting back to doing the things I enjoy. Reading is next on my list! I have a huge stack of books collecting since I was sick and I can't wait to dive in.

The freedom has been wonderful. From cleaning the house to Christmas shopping, I feel like I can do anything! The last two years I was in the hospital in December and didn't do much shopping. It was fun to take care of all of it this year.

I love being in the Christmas spirit, which hasn't happened for the last couple of years. It so wonderful to celebrate with family. However, I can't help but think of my donor family at this time of year. Today is exactly five months post-transplant. The donor family must be having a difficult Christmas without a loved family member. A couple of weeks ago while driving along the edge of the city, I saw a man standing on the side of the road taking pictures. At first, I didn't know why. Then I saw the white cross in the ditch with a santa hat on top. I totally broke down crying. Was my donor family doing the exact same thing somewhere? The chances are good. I just hope that they know how special the gift of new lungs are to me, and my family. I hope that's a comfort to them.

I wish everyone a Merry Christmas and happy holiday season. I hope that you are able to enjoy time with your family and friends, whether you are at home or in hospital, post-transplant or waiting for that precious phone call. Merry Christmas!